Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Please Pray

Please pray for me and my family.My grandma has Diabetes and Diverticulitis Disease.We just found out her kidneys are failing.Her kidneys right now are 14%,When it gets to 10% she has to make a decision to go on dialysis or not.She has told us she wants to go home with the lord and she wants to be with grandaddy in heaven.I think last night was the hardest because she pulled out The Deed to the house,And she wanted us to know who gets what.I was very close to my grandaddy.He passed away when i was 3 but i remember everything about him,The way he smelled and everything.I was over my grandarents house when he passed away.He died at his house.He had a heartattack.I remember it so clear.He had to go to the bathroom and i wouldnt let him go,So my grandma told to let him go to the bathroom.I was in the livingroom with my grandma and it has been a little bit so grandma called out Raymond(thats my grandaddys name)There was no answer.So grandma went back there and i followed (because i was everyone shadow)Then i heard my grandma let out the biggest cry,scream etc.I was so scared i hid under her bed.He was in the bathroom floor.I dont want my grandma to leave me but i know when god wants her he will take her.Its not up to me.I just pray god will help her make a decision and help us when something happends to her we will no what to do.Thank you for reading this....so its really long.God Bless


pam said...

Your family is in my prayers.

How scared you must have been the night your grandpa passed away. I had my tears in my eyes as I read. I see the love you had for him.

mommytoalot said...

Oh dear..that is scary
I will keep you and your family in my prayers